Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Moving on and Life Changes

As many of you all ready know I am in the process of becoming a single mom. This has been a long process that is not over yet, but I feel to move on I have to acknowledge it. Seems a little weird to "announce" this over a blog, but I started this blog to update my friends and family on Georgia's life and I can't truly keep people updated while there is something hidden in the closet for a lack of a better term.

It has been an awakening experience and journey on finding out who truly supports my daughter and I. People I thought would stand behind me have fallen. Those I was not sure I could count on have continually stepped up to help me out. I have to say I am truly blessed. Not once have I felt scared or alone. I have a conviction I will make it through this and be a better and stronger person. You have to stand up for what is right.

Now that is over with here is a true account of the summer....

After the separation Georgia and I continued to live in the house for a few months. In August we moved out of the house and into an apartment. We have had a great time setting the place up and making it ours. I am so proud of Georgia. I knew this was going to be hard for her. Watching her go through this at times has literally broken my heart into a million pieces. Understand I would have never put my daughter through this if I thought there was any other way. She is a strong little girl. She is happy about our "new apartment" and loves to be there.



The year has flown by. I hope for and end to all of this soon. It isn't fun to have to deal with a continual fight day after day, but I guess that is what has to be done until things are settled. Maybe everything will be wrapped up by the end of the year and I will be able to leave all of this behind me in 2010. A fresh start for 2011.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I have told you before and I will tell you every day of your life: You are such a beautiful, strong, and amazing person and mommy. You and Georgia are on the right track to a healthy and wonderful life. You are so young and have so much life ahead of you. Go out and find what is good for Georgia AND MELANIE!! Love you always my lil Squeeky:)

Dustin and Jody said...

You are an amazing mom and woman!! I have been in your shoes, but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Hang in there sweetie. You deserve ONLY the best!!